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sorry no songlist.
i feel shitty.
juz got out of hospital.
got Murfans disease.
disadvanteges:
weak heart.
lung collapse.
soft tissues.
hard to breath scenarios.
neck aches.
chest congestion.
weight cant go over d current one which is 65kg.
advantages:tend to grow taller den yer family members.dat explains y im d tallest but yet d third out of 5.
extra flexible tissues n joints.
was admitted coz it was as if sumone was pinching my balls wit no mercy n suffocatin me wit a micro sized hole 4 me to breath.whilst my neck n chest burned wit desire.
mum den sent me to a clinic where d doctor told me to go directly to d hospital.n so i did.
sgh...3days2nites of antibiotics medication n immunisation through the bleeder on my capilari(otherside of d palm).injectin glucose n antibiotics every hour, i think my vein been enlarged.
psychosickotica is a freak.officially a freak.n im proud to be one.
lazy violet box trip session was cancelled.so we did it over at ultranomiqon violet embassy where d usual small trip sessions n test pilots take place.
2new members participated while the other 2mysterious ones was unknowingly rejected.welcome aboard slinky n shatoosh.
shatoosh had a great time.well everyone did except for slinky n partially me.slinky didnt go deep enuf as reality was still hinderin her.so the half artificial treatment wasnt as powerful to pull her along deeper into abyss.poor thing.but at least we've got sumone in d reality console to take care of the untamed ones.most of d images dat i could remember is shatoosh's grin.cant stop lookin at her.i wanna see how she wud react to d mental illusion....which nicely turned out great.she did her part as a true evar legna....to think happy thoughts n go deeper into the third world...where freedom is everlastin.
d seniors of evar legna were good.twas a special session only bcoz we've got new recruits.either den dat, i think its kinda shitty of a session.
saw n heard wat i didnt want to, even in reality.a member so close yet declared hatred against the other.n dat triggered d possibility of a silent outrage.it was hurtful....more hurtful n hard piercing as we were in a land full of innocence n hope, the freeland.i experienced a pain i cant seem to endure.narcassist was named n titled wit pride n a lil bit confusion....but he wears dat name proudly, too oroudly till it cuts a wound over an unhealed wound so deep it'll never be replenished.
psychosickotica plans its revenge plot.
narc...u've forced me into a bond where d forcefields binding it is frayyin slowly every single mistake u make.trust is still but weak.bcoz of u i had to fail education without entry.bcoz of u i had to kill honesty.bcoz of u i had a huge grudge of meaningless society.bcoz of u my aura spreads an unpleasant stench dat it even corroded my name and appearance.......d only thing binding is also bcoz of u......without u, i wudnt have been part of evar legna.n i appreciate u greatly for dat.for bringin me into an abnormal dynasty of delerium.i wudnt noe wat nirvana fealt n meant like...defunct euphoria...yeh thanks des.u reveald a part of d fogged window of reality for me.but due to technology u cud always do it artificially.intelligence is for ur own convenience.
narc, look wat uve done.
u spoiled yerself into a junk.i cant obstruct u frm dat.its yer life.but dunt bring another one down wit u.n if u wanna hurt sumone, do so...but not yer close ones.
emo n deppressed wit a new found disease, i have not much time left for second grade freedom.laws are slowly sperming their way into my blood n urine samples for investigation of d innocence.project esther....is still open...but not for me.
doctors said i cant smoke.a few more boxes n il nid an operation cleanup.
n i cant drink.no matter dat coz i dunt intoxicate myself wit liquid.
if everything goes smooth, i may have a few more entries for diz bl0g of mine.otherwise, diz may be one of the few last ones dat will ever be straight from my mind.any deeper n darker, wud b my thoughts.
before i enter d dark room of walls, id like to say to dat special sumone.....u fucker...give me a sign!!!!i freakin love u as hell but its juz not me to show it...please change my life...or it'll turn into a different one!i freakin cried almost every nite thinkin of d lovely nites n days i thought i cud never have wit u.coz i dunt noe whats in ur mind.i dunt noe wat u think.i dunt noe how u feel.n i realli wanna noe more n meaningful things bout u.u mutherfuckin basket of pink shit!
hey talkin bout shit....my shit was so cheesy n melted wen i was in d hospital without food n water orally for 3days.n exrytime i tried to wash it down, itl leave a yellow curry stain on d bowl.n its d kind of shit u wudnt noe its there till u see yer soiled pants...also d kind where u thought it was a soft fart...but u didnt noe it was also wet.spray paint effects on pants....bring back d ol skool grunge trend.
anyways thanks chung for lettin me smoke a few cigerattes on my illegal nite out of d hospital...twas lucky yer office is onli 10minutes away from d hospital.
bam margera is him.
ait...
hope dey grab me after d zouk very daring thingy.hah!take care people!
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